Taking a look back at my Instagram account over the last few months of me living in Barcelona studying abroad, I can see a huge shift between what I decided to post now versus what I used to post prior to this experience. It is interesting to think about because before this assignment was handed out, I never really thought about the changes that have occurred within myself and how I view myself online, in relation to how life fully is while here in Barcelona. Whether I like it or not, there has been a huge change in my online Instagram behavior when it comes to my decisions on what to post, my sense of urgency to get a good picture, as well as posting Instagram story highlights that reflect the “perfect” trips and life I have here while studying abroad. Beyond just the differences in my own social media activity, I also start to look at the type of pictures that I have posted while living here and discussing why these are certain pictures that I chose to “freeze” these memories forever on my Instagram.
Prior to me coming abroad to Barcelona, my Instagram was very simple. I never posted anything too crazy and it was always with friends either at events or at school going out together. I rarely posted a picture of just me alone unless it was for a special occasion, and I would make sure to never post a picture of myself alone back to back from each other. My Instagram behavior was very simple to what we had discussed with the guest lecturer about unwritten social media rules. I never posted before a certain time of the day, I always made sure the picture I was posting went with the aesthetic of my profile, I never posted too often, and I never posted alone twice in a row. I usually posted an Instagram picture once every 2 or 3 weeks, unless there was a special occasion which I had pictures to share. Some of these “rules” are still in place today in my current Instagram usage, but some are different since studying abroad. For instance, in this picture below I posted on my Instagram on September 16th, I am with my friends at a winery laughing and having fun. It seems as though any normal Instagram post was for me prior to abroad; I am with friends at a special occasion or location. That still holds true now, however, the quantity of posts as well and the quality have increased tremendously.

Upon arriving in Barcelona, my mindset was immediately targeted for what my first Instagram picture would be. I know how wrong that sounds, however, that is the generation I was born into; we all care so much about our online appearances that we may sometimes lose track of what is right in front of us in reality. Looking back on my entire experience abroad, I definitely try harder to get the “perfect picture” in order to reflect the different trips and times that I’ve had here abroad. I find myself thinking more and more about the picture that I am going to get and post from certain locations than I have in the past. I put the same amount of effort into editing the pictures, however, now I have so many pictures of just myself than I ever have before. In the beginning, I would always overthink the fact that I was going to be posting alone and I cared so much about all of these unspoken rules. However, now I don’t really care about how many solo pictures I post and the pictures themselves are way more “aesthetically pleasing” than my posts prior to abroad.
I find myself caring more and more about making my trips and locations that I am traveling to seem perfect, meanwhile before coming abroad, my Instagram more reflected the realities of the places I was whether I am drinking with friends or about to go out to a party. In this picture below, I was in Prague in one of the squares and my friends and I saw a man with bubbles that was letting people take their picture for 2 euros. My friends and I, obsessed with getting the perfect picture, all paid him 2 euros so we could all take pictures in from of the clock tower. Our obsession with getting the perfect shot and acknowledging to friends and family what a perfect time we are having is part of the mindset that all of my friends including myself have while studying abroad.

The posts I decide to share while living abroad reflect only the most “perfect” and best version of myself that I can be. I made a point to successfully Instagram from each place I have traveled to, and I have completed that goal. The pictures that I have posted though, reflect the most picture perfect and “classic” abroad pictures. However, I do feel as though that this behavior of mine was bound to occur, based on all of the incredible experiences I was blessed with having studied here.












